Thursday, November 30

> happy~ sha la la

Today has gotta be the happiest day of my life since SIP started. I am so happy because i finally got to talk to "uncle" within such close distance and the best part of all, i finally found out his age and more things about him. WAH DAMN HAPPY!!!

But ah, he had already registered his marriage. Though not customary yet, but still considered married right?

Nevermind about that. He is not 36!! Younger than that! ^^

After work today i met Zero for dinner at United Square before we walked around and finally 9.56 at Balestier. I never liked horror films and i will not watch one. But since he wanted to catch it, and me being an 'im-fine-with-anything' person, we caught the movie.

Bad plot, bad storyline, bad movie.

29th of November just made my day so special. 2 more days before i bid farewell. I shall go find more questions to ask "uncle" tomorrow. HAHAHA

And the 29th of November also meant Happy 21st birthday to my dearest lucky star Jeffrey and my one and only baba!

I just had a mega bitch fit thrashing out my thoughts to Eunice a while ago so im feeling emo all over again. wtf?

sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:09:00 am

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Monday, November 27

> new accessories

While packing the old stuffs yesterday, mom came across a big box full of perfumes which she had kept for years. They didnt interest me the least bit because they were only perfumes, until i came across something which now belongs to me.


A jade bracelet.

My colleagues and aunt saw me wearing it and said "i thought only old people wear such things". I think otherwise. I think its quite nice leh! Maybe wearing it will make me look older, and maybe then would he be even more interested in me. HAHAHAHA

4 more days till i say goodbye. Trust me when i say i dont wanna leave.

sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:55:00 pm

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Sunday, November 26

> Baba's 21st!

Happy advanced 21st birthday my baba!



Went over to Baba's 21st birthday early celebration at Pasir Ris Coasta Sands last evening with Kerson. Had a game of mahjong before i left to meet Raymond after not seeing him for 2 weeks.

We wanted to catch a movie but the timing wasnt right, so we made our way down to Boat Quay for sheesha but it was pretty noisy. Therefore, we sat by the river and did lotsa catching up for almost 2 hours before we both felt hungry and had supper at Kallang Macs.

When i think of supper, i think of Raymond. When there's Raymond, there's food. 20 piece nuggets + double cheeseburger meal upsized shared between us. Siao ding dong. So now i conclude, when there's Raymond, Amber will never get to slim down.

And yessssssss! I finally get to drive after 4 mathafarkin months since my dad banned me from driving that blue cefiro. ITS OKAY! REALLY. Cos i still get to drive the white honda jazz kudos to Raymond. lalalallalaa. From Boat Quay all the way to Kallang Macs and then back home. weeeeeeeee! And have i told you? I totally forgot how to park and get drive out from the parking lot. Damn loser i know.

5 more days of internship before i bid farewell. Its high time i start thinking and planning for life after graduation. Raymond was persuading me to sign on the Navy cos he thinks Navy girls are damn hot and they earn quite a lot. Then it got me thinking, it might not be such a bad idea afterall cos im not ready to step into the working world just yet. And we both start wondering how my parents would react and came out with lotsa damn retarded ideas and actions. HAHAHAHA.

I love spending time with friends like that.

Oh, the Christmas/end-of-year sale is finally here! Im gonna lay my hands on that Guess bag ive been eyeing on. Shopping shopping here i come!

Talk about shopping, here are my loots. I left out 2 bags of stuffs because it was bought on the last day. heh!



And yes, this is something no one can ever leave out when your out of Singapore.



Totally dope stuffs. Im craving for it already.

sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:30:00 pm

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Friday, November 24

> im attracted to uncles!

I am so terribly upset.

Just now, i showed my mom *his picture and seek her opinion about his age. She said "he's so old! At least 36. Confirm!"

So i said, "but maybe he's not married yet, there's no ring on his finger!"

Being a wet blanket, she said "people these days dont put wedding ring on their finger anymore lah. He looks like he's married, even if he's not, he's probably attached."

I felt so depressed. So she started counting our age gap and said "when you become an adult, he's already 40 lah!"

Lagi upset.

So, i sent the picture to Jeffrey and asked for his comment. He said "he's definately not in his late 20s, i think he's 37 plus minus."

Shalyn said that he's within that range too.

Im so depressed. Cos i dont think he's that old!

Nevermind about the age. I still think he's damn charming. He gives off this undescribable aura that captures me. I dont know how to put it in words, but in my opinion, he's under the same category as Andy Lau and Tay Ping Hui, f you can get my drift.

Anyhoo, i accompanied Jeffrey to get his blades after work before dinner. Wah siao, i met him 3 days in a row. Too crazy! Oh anyway, back to my point.

I was at Peninsular walking towards Raffles City where i saw Eric and Cynthia. I was staring at them waiting for them to say HI but no they didnt. They walked past me as though they didnt know me but their eyes were looking at my direction. So i stopped and said to Cynthia, "why are you staring at me like you dont know who i am?!" She took like 5secs to register that im Amber but i could see that Eric was still trying to figure out who this charbor was.



Its just me lah!

I got myself a new pair of spectacles and i would be wearing it often, like when i go out shopping or what not.

Tell me i dont look spastic.

sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:05:00 am

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Thursday, November 23

> im charmed.

Ive been pondering if anyone would fall in love, and be in a relationship with the other who has an age gap of more than 10 years, say.. 12? No, im not referring to those *eh-hem girls that marry the man after they could get their monies out from their CPF. Im talking about real feelings, something called love.

But if you were to ask me, i dont think i'll mind being with a guy that's so much older than me. As a matter of fact, i prefer old guys. As in, the more matured ones, cos i think they're much more charming and are more of a gentleman.

Maybe its not so weird for the female to be interested in much older men, but for men to be interested in ladies that are much younger, just doesnt feel so right. Geez, i dont know. But one thing i know for sure, i'm totally attracted to him and his charm. Im smitten over him, like what Shalyn says.

But no, its not love. Its just an attraction, a very strong one. And time is running up, i wont be able to see him anymore soon.

I dont know how old he is, i dont even know if he's married. But one thing i know for sure, he had really took my breathe away. I remembered our first "hi", the first time he smiled to me, the first time he opened the door for me, our first conversation.

Oh fuck. *slaps myself* He's no longer in his 20s for God's sake, he might even be married with kids! So quit having silly thoughts Amber. Shut up and go away.

sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:24:00 am

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Sunday, November 19

> KL trip during the weekends.

I'm so sick and tired of living in Singapore with nothing interesting for me to spend my precious weekend. On top of that, shopping in Singapore bores me out completely and i needed a getaway. So, i went on a short shopping trip to Kuala Lumpur during the weekends.

So, i came back home with SGD1,000 worth of loots like 10 tops, 2 shorts, 2 three-quarters, 3 pairs of heels, 1 bag and other miscellaneous stuffs. Adding in another SGD1,000 spent on food, transport and accomodation. That's SGD2,000 in 3 days and 2 nights.

Freaking shiok! Retail therepy works wonders.

But i was feeling grouchy almost the entire time and my legs were aching after shopping non stop from 10am to 10pm for 2 entire days. It wasnt the bed i missed most in Singapore, neither was it the computer, nor the dog. It was the OTO massage machine i use every night for my carrot legs.

And, i left KL bringing home the troubles i brought there and period cramps that lasted the whole of today even until now. That suck, totally.

Can i have another getaway like that at the expense of another person the next time round, pretty please?

sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:18:00 pm

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Sunday, November 12

> The Mushroom Pot is da dope shite

Yesterday, i went on a date with my honey to town and had a mushroom feast for dinner at The Mushroom Pot. If i were to say that dinner was heavenly, it would be a total understatement.



All of you gotta try it too!

Then, we caught The Covenant at Cine. Some say the movie's great, some say its just so-so. I say that the movie was good because the guys were hot. My eyes were glued to Steven Strait most of the time, and his hot bod during the swimming scenes. Yummilicious! So, i rate it 3.5 outta 5! Worth your tickets if you catch it at cathay cineplexes with your UOB card! Great deal man.

We had drinks at N.Y.D.C after the movie, and we so coincidentally took the same seats Zero and I sat before. It was pouring the entire day, and everyone else had their own plans. So i got home before 12am on a Saturday night. That must be the most shocking news ever.

I was packing my room this afternoon and all the dust really got my sensitive nose irritated. I feel rather uncomfortable now so imma go take a rest and enjoy my last 3 weeks of work. Its so depressing to know that SIP's coming to an end soon. I cant bear to leave, especially with such wonderful colleagues around. Im so gonna miss them and their food. They're all so nice and one even wanted me to be her God-daughter. lol!

To end this off, i present you my honey and I..



.. after a very satisfied dinner.

sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:30:00 pm

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Tuesday, November 7

> Happy Saturday

19 years of my life, ive never spent an entire day shopping at Chinatown alone. It was a fruitful trip and a total eyeopener for me last Sat when my colleagues brought me to all the different shops that sells really cheap stuffs like beads and belts and headbands and whatnots. I spent only like 30 bucks and got home with lotsa stuffs! Cheap thrills man.

Before i made my way down to Chinatown, da family had lunch buffet at Paramount with freaking shiok food. The brother didnt join us though.



I actually took pictures of the dishes served and everytime i do so, dad and mom would start laughing. After about 8 dishes, i totally forgot that my camera phone exists and was gorging myself with food. So, forget about it.

The girlies met up supposedly at 9.30 at Plasma to celebrate Synn's return from Shen Yang after so many mathafuckin months. I was at Plaza Sing since 9pm and i know no one will turn up at Plasma anytime before 1030.

So i made my way to Cine and met Kerson and friends to chill for awhile. Ended up at the arcade and omg you cant believe this. Kerson was playing DDR! hahahhaha. I almost laughed my head off, seriously.

It was a really rare gathering cos a lot of people turned up at Plasma.





Its almost everyone, except for Sabrina. We opened a bottle of martell and yahlah, the emo cells took over again.

So i broke down really tragically in Eunice's arms, causing a pool of tears on her shoulders and smudged eyeliner running down my cheeks. I looked terrible. I gave up crying after some time because i felt so tired and didnt have the energy to carry on.

Raymond came over to pick me up and off we went for supper with his bro, Yilin and Liang Hian at Siglap before home sweet home.

My entire Saturday was that packed up with activities.

Yesterday, Kevin dropped by my workplace and gave me a lift home together with a little gift that was oh-so-thoughtful. Thanks!

Today, Alan and Kerson had gone over to Taiwan for 3 weeks of training. agh!

Tomorrow, i might be meeting Derek for our long awaited seafood dinner. Of cos at his expense, and ME to order the food. Lobster salad, chilli crab, sharksfin soup, deer meat, scallop, abalone, bird nest. HAHAHH! DROOLING ALREADY.

Im sure he wont mind lah huh. Branch manager of the bank should be quite highly paid right? muahahhah!

sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:08:00 pm

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Saturday, November 4

> im backkkkk

Its contradicting how human think at times, just like the contradiction between the 2 sayings "a leopard will never change its spot" and "everything changes, nothing lasts forever".

Ive always known that im one big contradiction. So during the past few days, ive been thinking quite a lot and i came up with another decision.

Ive experienced how it feels to be avoided on purpose and that feeling suck a hell times a million lot. Its easy to avoid somebody, but not so easy for that somebody. So ive decided, that i should stop playing mia, and stop avoiding it. I dont wanna be an escapist no more.

I once told a friend to face the music and not runaway. Its weird how its happening to me now. See? Im always full of contradiction.

So, i havent been really missing out a lot, because im still quite in touch with the humane world. Other than catching The Guardian with Adrian at The Cathay after a visit to VivoCity and DOA with Denise, Bird, Edwin, Quek, YaoWei and Siwei at Plaza Sing; Bir-nise's birthday barbecue on Halloween and late night mahjongs last week, everything else was routine.

I live a very mundane life. My weekdays are so very routined even my smoking hours are fixed.

My sis's friends gave her a surprise birthday celebration over at my place a while ago. My dear sister turns 18 today and im so excited, provided she wants me to bring her out to club. But most likely not. Haa! Happy birthday lah asshole.

I hate being home on Friday nights but im too tired and i gotta wake up early tomorrow for lunch with da family and shopping with ma colleagues and drinking session with my girlies. I think its gonna be yet another wasted night tomorrow.

And you know what? NS sucks big time. Cos after 2.5 years, there's still reservist till youre 40. I havent see him for more than a week and im so deprived of his smile. Okay, i cant believe i just said that. BYE!

sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:16:00 am

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